Sunday, July 24, 2011

Ate in the past two days, ham sandwiches, chips, mashed potatoes, apple pie and celery, thrown up five times. Because i feel so guilty for eating things like this...
What is Bulimia Nervosa? Bulimia is when somebody eats a constant large amount of foods and then feels extremely guilty after wards and self induces vomit. This is what i mainly suffer from. What is Anorexia Nervosa? Anorexia is when a person just simply starves themselves in order to loose weight rapidly.
Both are very unhealthy and i really don't recommend anybody just taking these things up you need to understand the hard they can both do to your body, it is extremely unhealthy. I'm not trying to get people to do either or these.
I just want everybody who rats on us bulimics to understand why people do these things, and not be so judgmental

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Hey, I suffer with bulimia nervosa and anorexia nervosa, i guess it's not really suffering when i chose to have the eating disorder, but i just want to be okay with me self you know?? No matter what all i see in the mirror is fat. Sometimes i starve myself, other times i binge eat then i purge. I cannot stop it, after the second time it controls you and it's not a choice anymore, this blog is to help people understand what it's like suffering with this eating disorder. And what it does and doesn't do to your body.
I have bulimia not because i want to be accepted but because i want to be okay with the way i see myself in the mirror...