Hey, I suffer with bulimia nervosa and anorexia nervosa, i guess it's not really suffering when i chose to have the eating disorder, but i just want to be okay with me self you know?? No matter what all i see in the mirror is fat. Sometimes i starve myself, other times i binge eat then i purge. I cannot stop it, after the second time it controls you and it's not a choice anymore, this blog is to help people understand what it's like suffering with this eating disorder. And what it does and doesn't do to your body.